Hello,
I am 24 and just graduated with a degree in Psychology and diagnosed
with ADHD. I have for my entire life been interested in the feelings and
thoughts that I seem to have but no one else around me has. I have felt
alone in the world for so long and recently have been working on astral
projection and meditation and realizing that the reason my ADHD medicine
works is because it blocks out the emotions of others making me come to a
calm. I have always been fearful of crowded places and never knew why, but
recently when learning of indigo children and empathy I understand and
realize what I felt was not fear but an overwhelming of feelings for all
around me of various types. I am looking for groups to talk to and share
my
experiences, I have felt alone in the world for my entire life, because no
one understands me and I don't understand the ignorance of others. If you
could refer me to where to find others like me I would love it. All I want
to do is help others, but the more I learn to use my empathic abilities
the
more I feel isolated and alone and need people to talk to, so if you could
give me good places to talk with others, chats or BBS I would appreciate
it.
Thanks so much,
Jerry
truthbetold295@hotmail.com
I would like to thank you
sincerely for being here for us Indigo Children! I
really do appreciate what you're doing and hope you the best of luck in
the
future. You are truly blessed for very few accept or even try to
understand the
Indigo Children. Most of the time I feel shut out and ignored for being
different. It feels good to know a place where I can be accepted. Once
again thank
you! Below is the 'bit of wisdom' (if you can call it that, LOL) that I
want to
share. It also includes my thoughts and feelings about the world. I hope
it
will be useful to anyone that needs to take from it.
- Josh
Dear World,
I feel like I'm going crazy. I know and I see so many things that
no one else seems to know or see. Am I crazy? A lot of the time I feel I
am.
There is just so much I'd like to tell the world. I feel like standing on
a
podium and screaming at the top of my lungs for everyone to 'wake up'. So
many
people are so oblivious to the truths that lie in front of them, I get
annoyed
because of it. I feel restrained by your society, your government, your
religions, and everything you base your 'reality' on.
There is so much wrong I can't even begin to understand why you do
what it is you do. I guess it'd be easiest to start with why you can't
understand me. I'm like the sun shining through a stained glass window.
There is only one me, but are so many colors I shine through it's
impossible to perceive
them all. People just take a look and pick and choose which colors they
like and
that's what they see of me. I am many things and they tend to contradict
each
other. However, there is one thing that I know I am. There is one thing
everything is. That is love.
We are all love and because we are all love we are all one. What we
think of as our differences is really how we connect. It's like a jigsaw
puzzle. The outside of the piece is different but only so it can fit with
the other
pieces. When we discover we can all fit together, then we can come
together
and create the 'big picture'.
If we separate ourselves because of our differences then we can
never come together. It is human nature to join those who are like us (I
know if I
found someone like me I'd spend all the time I could with them) it gives
us
comfort and support, but when we are only around people like us we become
static. We will never change and we get stuck in the same old rut. That's
what I
fear is happening to the world today. Nothing seems to change. Everything
feels
old and overdone. There is nothing wrong with having a constant or a
security
blanket, but we have to let go because that one thing will hold us back.
We need to let go of everything we ever thought as true and discover
there are an infinite number of 'truths'. You will then wonder what is
'true'? It is only normal to then wonder what is 'truth'. I don't know the
answers,
but I feel so much more free knowing that someone isn't going to decide
for
me. I can find it out for myself. That way I am no longer part of some lie
that
was decided for me without my consent. That is unrighteous and goes
against my
rights as a child of God and hopefully someday you'll discover the same
thing.
Love,
Josh
My name is Mike... I
don't know how I fit into this world...I don't think I am meant to
be here and don't want to. I want to be in another plane of
existence where I could have magic...I know that sounds weird but
I've always believed in magic, and I've always wished it was real...
not like satanic magic but a kind of magic where you could channel
the elements though you. For example; holding fire in the palm of
your hand after channeling it through your body from an already lit
flame, or channeling the power of the earth and being able to
control the ground and create plants. I don't want god's power, I
just think that that could exist and I want to grasp it. I found out
I was indigo a few months ago...I have always fit the description of
indigo but just never heard of it before...
Anyway, my mom went to
see a psychic and when she came back she told me and my sister
(amber) that the psychic had mentioned us and said that we were
indigo children and that we were gifted in many ways. The psychic my
mom went to must have been real because right when my mom sat down
the woman said "Who is Robert?" well Robert, (bob) is my mom's
husband and my step dad. So all in all I believe this woman was not
a joke. I have also been looking into how to develop psychic
abilities and have been reading many books including; the secrets
and mysteries of the world by Sylvia Browne and a book about how to
communicate with fairies, angels and other creatures using psychic
ability. I would like to know if I posses a psychic gift and how I
can tap into it. But I am a creative and deep person (as I am told
from the people who read my poetry) I am 13 years old and have
lately been experiencing a lot of deja vu and there s something else
I need advice on which I haven't mentioned. Lately I have been
seeing a lot of dark figures like shadows out of the corner of my
eye and then when I turn to look they are gone. At first I thought I
was going crazy but then I took a test over the internet about what
psychic ability I might contain and it had a question about the
figures I was seeing.
I really need advice
on how to make all this work and to sort it all out because I do not
want to accidentally be meddling with something far more advanced
than what I should be doing. Whoever is reading this please respond
with advice.
My e-mail address is
Paranoid773@hotmail.com
please you guys/girls I truly need guidance,
-- Mike
I am one of the
chosen few who retained the gift of foresight, luckily for me I did
not conform to what society expected of me and I became a freak of
nature. Of course me being me, I was oblivious to the ripples I was
causing in my narrow minded family's calm pool and I carried on
living the life of a soothsayer. I am New Zealand born and bred,
walked on our lords earth for 32 cycles and have managed to ground 5
beautiful children and bring them to this world all of which are
indigos too. Keep a hold of this precious gift we hold and never
allow others beliefs or negativity to cloud your visions of a
brighter future. Blessed be Indigo children.
Autumn has spoken....
I have just now
begun to search and open my eyes to the writings of others..
I don't want to look But I do.
I am finding answers that lead to more questions ...It only lets me
see
things I already am aware of and have not found a way to express...
For that
I am grateful. The parallels to my own life and every aspect of it
in the
smallest minute details from my own name and the name of my
children.
Uncanny even my chosen profession and course of study.
>From the color of my aura to the recognition by others of my human
Angel
self... My spiritual beliefs and all that I am...
yes. things are changing and yes there is a great war ...
It is already here...
It has begun...
If any have listened they know that it heralded loudly but few heard
the
call..
I have no fear of it
As you should not fear also...
It is for the best and all will be revealed..
How many will be enlightened?
In the end.. All,
Even I will understand my purpose.
- Starr
Born to War
What if you were born in war
and lived your whole life
and then on day,
the war ends without explanation.
How would you know how to live?
Fighter jets fly over head
Announcing your birth as
the sun gleams
bouncing off the white marble columns
Of the hospital where you were born.
Babies crying, so many babies
each needed to grow
To fight.
To manufacture,
To reproduce,
To die.
Babies cry for milk and comfort
That’s what we all need—
Comfort.
Buzzing bullets sound like insects.
Annoying but normal
Almost.
Tapping, tapping strange tapping.
Gunfire pops off on a far off hill
Announcing the arrival of
open season on the unseen enemy.
It is cold in the morning
when you fly.
Today, I live 20 years
On this earth
In this country
In this war
bound with straps
To a small metal seat.
With the adrenaline of battle as food
as trumpets sound off in the distance.
Death would be your friend,
For only an honorable life
Is ended in battle.
Without warning the radio calls,
“no flight today!”
Or tomorrow. Or anymore.
Shock and confusion
Lost in your own life.
Dancing fools in the streets
Celebrate the end of the war.
Why?
How could this have happened?
The world has changed today.
What is this thing called
Peace?
Peace
A long forgotten myth
A memory of other peoples
Long forgotten
Babes born into infant peace are hungry
Not for freedom
But for dreams
Not for power,
But for the knowledge of a future.
How can they dream
of world without war
when peace is so costly?
No work for many.
Knowledge wasted,
Factories once flourishing
now failing.
Only poverty is in abundance.
What are we to do?
Maybe those who
began the war are dead now
And with them the reasons
why we fought are gone too.
Maybe they will be
celebrated as heroes.
Maybe not.
What if you were born in war
and lived your whole life
and then on day,
the war ends without explanation.
How would you know how to live?
-- Zachary
